I just don't know anymore , it's like Im never even heard when I talk , I feel all alone in this world , my own home don't even feel like a home at all , I can't trust a single 1 of these walls , and it's been going on for so long , that I feel like I'm gonna implode , I don't wanna be here anymore , I don't know what's going on , I look around and I don't recognize anyone , the man in the mirror , Is no longer familiar , its becoming clearer by the minute that there just aint any hope left for me at all, I need a hand , I can tell but since no one can here me yell , just who the hell do I call to for help , I'm at the bottom of a river , I don't wanna drag anybody else down here as well , so I set here all alone in hell as I dwell , I can't breath cause if I inhale then I'll just take in everything else as well , ( caught in the . undertow , no matter what I do , the current just won't let go , the more that I fight or struggle it takes a tighter hold , and it feels like I'm drowning now , the only thing I can do is try to drown it all out x2,) ( repeat all ) ... its been going on for so long now that everything is starting to fade away from me as My lips turn just as blue as the sea that is currently holding me , everything is getting so cold now ever since i got caught up in the undertow