Yea it be hard when you real and woke. How did a 7 yr relationship 2 yrs engaged turned old somehow we end up on another page and there were kids involved 11 and 8 time was great they called me dad i loved the life as a family man. Only problem was im in and out of jobs but i have creditials why do i keep losing them its getting hard to think again im starting to sink no swim. From just trying to breath again be a great man tried to succeed give them everything they need and all i didnt no kidding but the evil intentions didnt allow me to give the gifts so here comes a living hell i knew a storm was brewing quickly i fell short went down like frazier nobody could save me pressure walls closing in. i could feel my baby leaving me alone it was so cold when the eviction paper came in no way i could try to pretend i could fix it like i always did looking in your eyes was the hardest thing i did to see your love gone for me the failure n the disbelief and abandoned look i seen in you i knew you was gone at last the day came when u left u kissed me on my dome i knew it was good bye forever u never coming back the pain in my heart will always be forever be coming back i wish it wont tho be a cleaver little attack keeping my mind cloudy felt like ending this shit nine times back now that you gone my life is just fine got a job and money and im always on my grind and im never looking bummy but why do it be like that I lost it all even though I stand tall i really wanted to fall but i did what i had to do i knew i wasnt a failure just deluted by a fake news n the bitch nigga fakers .