LOST LOVE

EVER SINCE YOU LEFT LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME I KEPT WONDERING IF I HAD TO CHANGE IM LEFT WITH A HOLE IN MY HEART AND NOW IM FILLING IT WITH PAIN I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AS IM PARALYZED IN THE RAIN I NEEDED A RIVER FULL OF YOUR LOVE CUZ AT LEAST THATLL KEEP FLOWING AND IM STILL LEFT NOT KNOWING WHY DID YOU LEAVE WAS IT BECUZ I HAD LESS LOVE THAT I WAS SHOWING AND NOW THAT YOUR GONE THEN AND THERE I KNEW I WAS WRONG SO IN THIS LYRICAL SONG IM SAYING THAT I STILL LOVE YOU I WANT YOU BACK LOSING YOU WAS LIKE A TRAIN OFF ITS TRACK SO PLEASE COME BACK IM FALLING APART WITHOUT YOU AND I KNOW AS A MAN IM NOT SUPPOSE TO CRY I PRAY TO THE GOOD LORD AND I LOOK UP TO THE SKY WONDERING WHY SORRY FOR NOT SHOWING MORE LOVE BUT I WAS SHY YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THAT YOU WERE MY ONLY LOVE AND NOW YOU FLEW AWAY LIKE A BEAUTIFUL DOVE SOMETIMES I JUST SIT AND REMINESE ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD JUST BRINGS A SMILE TO MY FACE I SMOKE A BLUNT TO FORGET BUT IT ALWAYS COMES BACK LIKE A CIRCLED MAZE I JUST HOPE LOSING YOU IS JUST A PHASE BUT FUCK IT ILL MOVE ON DAY BY DAY BUT DAMN WHY DO I STILL DREAM ABOUT YOU AND ILL ALWAYS END IT WITH NO CLUE PLEASE GOD HELP I WANT THIS PAIN TO GO AWAY WHY DIDNT I STOP HER JUST SO THAT I COULD OF MADE HER STAY I COULD OF CHANGE BECUZ OF HER IM A CHANGED MAN SHE MADE ME STOP MY CRIMES AS SHE TOOK MY HAND WE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS BUT WE BOUNCE BACK LIKE A RUBBER BAND BUT NOW THAT I DONT HAVE HER JUST BURRY ME IN THE SAND