Jaidajay
Jaidajay

I better live

I better live

20 Plays

05 Oct 2022

I been walking through the storm I learned to take a hit been working hard for so long but thank God I ain't quit at some points in my life I swear that I thought this was it tryinna keep my head up no matter hit or a miss feels like I'm losing my mind I just wish for a change I got money on my mind ain't no need for the fame I got mountains to climb I got wisdom to gain you a fool if you thought that I would stay the same this ain't about no competition I'm just here to speak the truth no matter who would listen I have kids, and the love that's on this earth is missin life isn't promised so I spend most of it reminiscing hoping I don't forget the things that I need to keep hoping disease won't fuck around and take the best of me hoping when I get old I'll remember the rest of me and living every day like I can be a better me that's how it's spose to be I might leave some people behind I might have to leave the state, and go be on my grind and try to show my family love all of the time I carry all of these emotions, but im so numb inside sometimes it's too much to carry but I carry it I have no time to think just how heavy it is and if it die then i turn around and bury it i can't stop time, i miss it but it is what it is i can't take it but i take it and it takes from my soul i feel you have no control like i have nowhere to go and when it burns i try to keep my head up and be bold try to fill up and be whole fill in the shoes, play the role because it makes me feel alive even when times aren't at they best take it step after step hoping one day that i just I might make it to paradise hoping I have no regret living whatevers left. I better live. nobody is gona live your life for me.

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2 years ago

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2 years ago

I been walking through the storm I learned to take a hit been working hard for so long but thank God I ain't quit at some points in my life I swear that I thought this was it tryinna keep my head up no matter hit or a miss feels like I'm losing my mind I just wish for a change I got money on my mind ain't no need for the fame I got mountains to climb I got wisdom to gain you a fool if you thought that I would stay the same this ain't about no competition I'm just here to speak the truth no matter who would listen I have kids, and the love that's on this earth is missin life isn't promised so I spend most of it reminiscing hoping I don't forget the things that I need to keep hoping disease won't fuck around and take the best of me hoping when I get old I'll remember the rest of me and living every day like I can be a better me that's how it's spose to be I might leave some people behind I might have to leave the state, and go be on my grind and try to show my family love all of the time I carry all of these emotions, but im so numb inside sometimes it's too much to carry but I carry it I have no time to think just how heavy it is and if it die then i turn around and bury it i can't stop time, i miss it but it is what it is i can't take it but i take it and it takes from my soul i feel you have no control like i have nowhere to go and when it burns i try to keep my head up and be bold try to fill up and be whole fill in the shoes, play the role because it makes me feel alive even when times aren't at they best take it step after step hoping one day that i just I might make it to paradise hoping I have no regret living whatevers left. I better live. nobody is gona live your life for me.

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