why me

Why me wht is it about me tht im still here n i cleansed my heart when I was wrong from the start why me it could have been me u called home especially when I drop down n begged can u end my life n I just b gone why me when I can’t keep anyone happy enough to love me like I love them,why me instead u took my brother when at the time I was menace ,why me I lied cursed n u apocalypto words n broke rules sold drugs for new shoes drugs n guns why me when I was lost for so long n I repent for the things I done wrong why me why me why me Lord keep watch over me n protect me from all snakes n those with evil intentions,I’m really not sure if God really cares about me and all I do is wht the Bible reveals to me ,I reactive preach to those who have no knowledge n give insight to those isn’t rapped two tight ,maybe a few loose screws from too many blows in a fight ,I’m always played by satan and I see all the games Lucifer try’s to play on me ,why me I’m just tryna make it ,n pass the pearly gates ,I’m getting tired n I really don’t know if I can take a bite to the back from a snake ,I’m staying positive n doing wht I know best when things just don’t feel real ,I dropped to my knees beseeching please ,I made it pass another summer ,I’m still giving hip hop, whts needed ,I fail down n no doubt I learned truth n all the things I done in my pass ,I had a blast ,with no regrets or shame of the struggle in poverty, Why me wht is it about me tht im still here n i cleansed my heart when I was wrong from the start why me it could have been me u called home especially when I drop down n begged can u end my life n I just b gone why me when I can’t keep anyone happy enough to love me like I love them,why me instead u took my brother when at the time I was menace ,why me I lied cursed n u apocalypto words n broke rules sold drugs for new shoes drugs n guns why me when I was lost for so long n I repent for the things I done wrong why me why me why me