Is haeven real

Is heaven real if it is well I’m driving so many tears if it is why I’m single so many fears no I’m not scared of these Negas no I am scared to fight I’m really just scared to lose my life nice kid of death I was gonna say a day where I have my success have my respect and shit that is really coming from the heart but not fully because it cheaper my heart being broken actually it’s been broken so many times it’s a little pieces but damn can I I’m gonna lie I’m so heated And im rapin putting my feelings into this mic people get mad cause if they call me a bitch you don’t have to fight and I say words don’t hurt I feel like that’s cat can you say something I’m not stand on it or you gonna get smacked