Do you feel my pain now? The same pain that made me change So many things are different now. How can I look you in your face now? You expected me to forget about? Everything? I gave you the heart in me And You destroyed the best part of me Now I'm just a quiet, broken person falling hopelessly You provoked it, the beast in me was sound asleep until you fucking poked it I'm Feeling hopeless I was high on misery when I wrote this My mind wasn't sober but I focused These thoughts get heavier on my shoulders You're catching feelings again? Bullets pop fly you missed your shot Should've caught it and just ran Tryna slide in wet sand but you didn't and I'm big enough to admit it I died a little inside when I was falling apart you wasn't by my side Now I have to witness all this shit its damaging your pride I have to witness all this shit its damaging your pride Can you feel my pain now? I took it on the chin like a champ Picking up my head I let the healing begin It's finally over it came to an end You said it yourself, there's no need to pretend In the Bible it says to forgive So I forgave And started building all these boundaries and places where I can go to escape You're full of negative rage I love you more than anything but you made me turn it into hate I'm starting a new page In my book of life I want it to be great