momentary brilliance

running up the stairs quite frantic trying to keep up to girl I'tring so hard to empress, except right now it's more like embarrass,trying to make the boy she with jealous...ain't really happening right now. as I cut a dashing figure on the canvas. oh well what the fuck, you always get in what you put,and i never put a God damm thing. cause I'm a lazy son of a bitche....the bitch got me twisted and protected from the worst of it but I don't have any idea what any of it is..... and in an existential struggle, momentary brilliance grabs my soul by the nits....it all falls into place all right let's go left right now walk come on co me keep walking down ×3 alright then now we getting it..