White flags wavin nothing worth saving This dirt road I’ve been on got me wondering we’re another day went every day fighting and slowly pavin only Tradgity and setbacks got me running out of pavement this time I can’t make the payment choices I’ve made Iam now paying the price Iam 23 and steady fading eventually I’ll stumble on my destiny until then these drugs and microphone my remedy and serenity self destructing my tendency my specialty so Iam sippin on some henesy dodging these deputies and bitches full of jeoousy successfully dodging felonyies putting down my guns not fighting what I can’t see fighting myself I’ve become my own invisible enemy rioting against myself I’ve become numb and forever heartless you boys are appalling gossiping and heartless so I dip like Mario only to be back we’re I started broken and lethargic my dreams shattered and this time it can’t be restarted doing the same old shit that’s retarted my enemy hit its target my hope what’s the point if I keep fighting only to be back right we’re I started Running out of time so this time there’s no restarting life’s departing from hope the way I was myself Iam outsmarting while my failures Iam carting carrying this pain with me nothing parting my Red Sea drowning the demons and once agian Iam at the beginning