why do people take until its gone, why to these people am i drawn, why do i put myself on the line with the pawns, and tell me, when do i get to respawn. what the fuck going on? no more trust no more bonds... i know better days are coming, somethings gotta give, i aint no dummy, why do i live the way i live? why do i expect anything after all that i give, why does life gotta be as fucked up as it is. I really don't remember it being this as a kid, so that means from hear on out its just shit. thats fuckin great, thats fuckin awesome. yep guess i just can consider this all a loss 30 years on this spinning fear and nothin to show for it, i say if you want something bad enough in life you better go for it, if you feel it deep in your gut dont ignore it, and put it in your oocket if your at the store and can afford it,. you only live once and life's too short shit... i know better days are coming, somethings gotta give, i aint no dummy, why do i live the way i live? why do i expect anything after all that i give, why does life gotta be as fucked up as it is.