Life of crime sadness and depression

man I need therapy man I got demons but you'll never meet them i keep them locked up so nobody ever sees them it's not right I'm not fine so many conditions issues and prescriptions I could try to talk but nobody ever fucken listens it's not right I'm not fine i need more mother fucken time to get more high higher than the sky wish I could mother fucken fly I wish I could be a free guy that's why I'm always mother fuking crying that's why I'm always mother fuking hiding my card is always fuking declining