daddy never wanted me to win so i started to this music shit does not compute you might be left for dead for smoking herb with Snoop I'm not really used to it yet. I chill inside a house, they chill inside a jet I hate food in my house they hate food in they better somewhere inside I didn't make it yet somebody down I'm starting from the Ground Up call me a dog so call the pound up I want and lost it all there's a weekly Roundup there will never ever be another me I'm boundless meanwhile every other brother smoke trees they bound-less they can't cut the weed unless it's wet powders they never plant a seed they run around and splash it, then act drastic when the mother's want some pampers you and me we can't compete because I was already winning it's me first me there was no beginning I train daily patiently you pay for her winning but then NJ stay chasing me like you did in the beginning you took one last now you in the dark searching for a spark we'll make your mark is your bite worse than bark you cannot play the part bro I'm committed gave up loving life just the Chase the Vision no you went with it everything you're giving's really mid jump if you wanted then, hoops look at that, still sitting on the bleachers, I shouldn't have to tell you to touch the sky if you want it features. I guess you didn't get it space space that's okay I took a step forward and you took three steps back, yeah you're wack, mad cuz the dude beating you is black I'm living my vision, both when I'm losing and winning. the real world is not that terrifying once you commit to a decision. you got commitment issues don't you owe me? can't even stick to a religion. how many deities you cheated on? got so many Devils tripping, got to take you to Jerry Springer, how many angels you swap Spit with? see that's the problem with you you can't commit like I do everything I do I did since before the age of two. fighter from out the womb, going to be fighting even if I'ma lose. but you want to step up and do better when you can't find no bruise. in the end it ain't up to me and you it's up to God so keep your head up, and maybe if you get on your knees and pray you'll do better. I'm not saying right away I'm just saying better than never but I know you won't Chase it if nothing comes quickly. that's why Amazon is winning cuz you niggas got no patience, you get one idea and what niggas to show up with papers. you ain't drawing no blueprints but somehow you want to take a vacation. I can't even go home to my home country to visit Neighbors, not no cousins and nieces of mother or fathers, this is straight work. every single Dingle dongle day of my life is dedicated strangers. got no happy birthdays no messages no Facebook pages, no friends to pray the pain away, no lovers, no real haters. you know how many times I prayed for death? this how my brain work, every day that I take a breath I'm thinking about 10 years later. no I can't take no break, I gave up too many years and too many places. too many family members who birthdays I never made it, too many lovers who couldn't have all of my time, they couldn't take it. competition? what competition? I'm running all by myself. these niggas measure wealth, then get scared about their health. looks like all of that money you got won't stop you from tasting death. whether I live or die there is purpose in every breath. sometimes I look back and I can't recognize the kid that I was, the kid who would stay in his bed because of anxiety. the kid who visited family in prisons and whose parents lied to me. the little boy who couldn't tell what month was his birthday, or or what the current year was, or if he would live long enough to see love. that's why I ain't scared to fail and start all the way from square one again, because now I know if I was never scared I would have been, much farther than I am right now, and I'm only here because of him. I think yes you were everyday he helps me to find the sun again. While you walk around I'm running it, how you get mad when I'm gunning it? it's like my ambition makes you wish you was never born again.