listen this one goes out to all the people in the world going through something just know that it ain't nothing. tell me your story I've heard them all. Been through the worst but I didn't fall. if you're struggling with life don't grab that knife and end it now be like me and shine real proud I wouldn't say I'm happy but I am no longer alone. that's because I let my story be known. it started when i was a little girl trying to grow up in this modern world I fought off the bullys who tried to put me down. I was just from this little town. I wanted to be cool and not be the fool. so what I did I'll never forget, I'll tell you right now after I smoke my cigarette. I was chillin with some kids who told me to just take a couple hits. I didn't say no and i didn't leave and what I did you wouldn't believe. I smoked some dope and it wasn't long until I was loosing hope. Just a couple years I had faced my greatest fears. I was broken down sleeping on the ground. chasing my next high wishing to die. when I turned eighteen I tried to get clean. that didn't work and i was back to being a jerk. not a jerk to you but a jerk to me. hating myself for everything I'd be turning out like my dad, so very sad. everyone thought I was a lost cause because I just couldn't get a grip. treatment after treatment and even going to fellowship. I'd always go back, back to the black. because it was always there and I didn't care. as long as I was loved I wouldn't be their. now looking back at my life I'm glad I'm alive. things will always be okay please just listen to what I say. you're always loved even when you don't see maybe not by one but two maybe three. you can always find hope as long as you don't go back to dope