i cant be mad at nobody, but myself my heart move way to fast; i think i need sum help hurtin my own soul just so i could feel temporary love.. lust.. it wasnt real im ashamed i let my gaurd down; jus take the wheel sabotaging everything when im jus tryna heal but being alone is sum shit that i fear.. now i gotta move on, kuz i wear my heart on my sleeve when it rains, it pours; im prayin you float back to me when the world evolves; im prayin we can take the heat nature told me pace myself n dont forget to breathe sittin here on pluto reminiscing bout the past spent so much time on bs; i wont ever get it back take these pillies like im posed to ; if i dont then ima spazz DONT TRUST SHIT FROM A NGGA MOUTH; THEY JUS FCK AROUND N KAP gotta keep it SHHH - nobody really know shit let em think you sumn else; give em that notion be wantin to blow my brains; you wouldn’t even now it prolly wouldn’t even notice man im slippin all these potions drinkin liquor in the ocean i cant be mad at nobody, but myself my heart move way to fast; i think i need sum help hurtin my own soul just so i could feel temporary love.. lust.. it wasnt real im ashamed i let my gaurd down; jus take the wheel sabotaging everything when im jus tryna heal but being alone is sum shit that i fear now i gotta move on nah fuck this fuck this whole world; it’s exhausting im tryna be the best that i can be with all these losses tryna hide this fuckin pain; empty my brain but it’ll cost me all they rlly see is the effects, never the causes just be cautious, dont be thoughtless toughen up baby; there aint no room for softness take this all in (ROD WAVE - HEART ON ICE ) I done been lied to backstabbed and heartbroken i wanted to cry but i was too afraid to open one day ill find a peace of mind by the ocean i spent all my time committin crimes to get closer ( BACK TO MY ORIGINAL LYRICS ) i cant be mad at nobody, but myself my heart move way to fast; i think i need sum help hurtin my own soul just so i could feel temporary love.. lust.. it wasnt real im ashamed i let my gaurd down; jus take the wheel sabotaging everything when im jus tryna heal but being alone is sum shit that i fear im sorry to myself 6x i do not own any rights to this verse : “i done been lied to, backstabbed and heartbroken.. i wanted to cry but i was too afraid to open. prayin one day i’ll find a peace of mind by the ocean. i spent all my times committing crimes to get closer.” - ROD WAVE (HEART ON ICE)