i ducking hatwe u

no no no no no no] fúck love i don't want. none i dont want love I'll be blunt I'm a time bomb tick tick tick said I'm a god but i know I'm not why do i feel like nothing literally a million other reasons i gotta pretend I'm ok but I'm not I'm not .im. not! want u want bítch I'm nothing but a notch i went digging thru my lungs this is all i really got when am i gonna learn to give it all up? nobody wants u nobody want u when am i gonna learn there's never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me? teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them looking shawty in the eyes sayin take it or leave it I'ma keep in under wraps that i rap maybe then she won't become a demon either and can live in another reality count on me to fúck it up fúck it up never the case 11 image shouldn't i be happy shouldn't i be im not fucking god im not fucking happy im neber happy i was 15 following my dreams almost in my teens daddy hated everything got his pills got he's thrills with his finger in my face then he said what a waste what a waste what a waste wjat a waste what a waste what a waste what a waste what a waste what a waste what a wahahaa