drugs

drugs make me feel alive can't believe I'm still high I m a take these pills tonight why's this feel like suicide it's so surreal this time just got something greasy u wanna do a line betchu'll never feel sleepy living ain't easy I never ask for anything probolly couldn't help me anyway if I want anything I gotta do it myself finally made it here tho I traveled thru hell God seems against me he ain't hearing me too well I try praying I waited and waited I'm a trapped in a matrix forced to think outside the box I got a few minutes says the time on my watch punch the time on the clock light years ahead astronaut I ain't at home alot I'm at the lab wit a bag in my feelings smoking my pain away drugs make me feel alive can't believe I'm still high I'm take these pills tonight why's this feel like suicide these hills keep rolling turning into mountains I'm climbing Jacob's latter and im feeling out gunned I just wanted love now I don't give a fuck if it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have any luck will things just get worse climate changing the earth I got the slightest words to describe this curse thats affecting the universe I'm buzz light year my flow go infinite my voice the instrument me and the beat get intimate drugs make me feel alive can't believe I'm still high I'm take these pills tonight why's this feel like suicide?