BUSINESS (12:14)

when im locked up all i do is think, shits fucked up, bit it can happen in a blink,so rethink all ur moves,unless you dont care about any of ur time that you loose,choosin to do what we do,loosin control,in. a quickness,, swept away , qnd forever lost in afdiction,man im out of control, did i ever really learn anything, have i really threw all of my dreams away,for what th8s fuckin bullshit, thats got me on my knees today,forgettin to pray,to high to hear you , watch me fade away,hard for me to look my daughter in the face,feel like im lying to an angel, how do 8 exsplain this to you, cuz i dont want to hurt you as i hurt you, mam shit was so perfect, never deserved it , it was blessed to me, and i guess that i gave up,stressed out to the point were i had to taste drugs, knowing that it would brake me off, fake it till u make it , then just strayed off , and stayed lost, way gone, back to mother fuckin square one, starin dumb, aware of what i got, and thats barley nothin, carelessly, gave away happyness for drugs, back on the run, no fun, still not done, owe my god, were did it all go,sittin here thinking about all this i. my cell,wishin i would have done something else,cry at night some times ,cant help it, so fuckin selfish, the way that i played it, seems like ill never be ok again,live life ina shady place, stayin put, locked up, for these fuck ads drugs, dont know if she. gonna hold on this long again ,and its alll my fault cuz i didnt want to use my head,now id rather be dead, waiting for my erd, broken and shakey, cuz i dont really know if they will be waiting,so im waiting ,and waiting ,till that day comes,but we cant think about tomorrow, all it does is bring sorrow, shits hard for me to swallow,so its hard for me to smile, maybe you can let me borrow one from you