I'm sorry mama I was depressed all my friends were gone I felt alone in this cold wrld mama I'm sorry demons in my mind I got no more control of my life forgive me so shall move forward I keep pushing and loose all all my friends are gone I'm alone now I need you muh life's mess moving forward is the last thing in my mind I'm living muh fucken life cdrowning in pain I get high everyday to escape pain but can't drugs muh life time now I was never born just anxiety everyday I keep running lord so the demons can't catch me I want normal life lord like everybody else hate muh mind for thinking trash I'm drawning In my own mistakes I'm safaring my mistakes look I'm sorry mamma mama told me to stay in muh self but it seems I'm doing the wrong happy life is a short life so I had to stay in a cage whith the smoke don't tell me your love is gone coz I need more of it please stick around 1 more time you showed me love from the young till now I don't blame you mama it was my own mistakes you're tears broke my heart I want you back mom I can't live without you mom you're the diamond in my life you played important role in my life you're the greatest mom you're the best I'm sorrrryyyyy mommm ahhhh yeaaa I'm sorry queen of my heart mom I love you and ill forever will I'm complete mess I got no direction mom without your smile I'm nothing just like the trash mamma take my mistakes and put inside the trashbag so I can be fine muh blessing's in your hand mama I got no more words no more just want your forgiveness don't leave me now I still want you having you was the greatest gift and still your are forever you will be I wish to get back in time & fix my mistakes so we can live happily 4ever I learned a lot in my mistakes I wanna fix my mess starting with you sorry for everything mom do tell yourself that you failed I'm the one who failed you I'm about to watch you leave but forgive I hope one day you'll tear up and come back to me I love you and sorry