because my family despises me, he decide to rip. me for the childhood's he never had, he's Ripon me because didn't give, and tok for granted what I had. he's mad and he believes here lies, here crying about me fuckin up here life, I know I'm sometimes just not right, but you claimed that you where cool and years have pazed. now I'm just a laugh a clown to y'all ...my mother s vengeance for my anger and me being unfair..that whas 1 year..the three of you like me less than you like daddy care bear. like with me the three won't Lett me inn your energy. that's just the way it is. finaly you got me siss. I know you where in my house fucking my man on the coach..that's otch but really he loves you you fake losser..and I just want out no don't.