Every now and then I catch myself thinking of you, Thinking of all the things we did And all the times we shared. Tears roll down my face When I remember your smile And how it suddenly vanished. Tears of pain, Tears of sorrow. Everything seemed so perfect But then you upped and left. You left a note titled "No Disrespect..." My depression strengthened, Anxiety racked my mind. Tears of pain, May as well have been tears of blood. Every now and then I catch myself thinking of you, Thinking of all the things we did And all the times we shared. Oh, how I wish I didnt.