I’m built off of heartbreaks and heartaches And other shit I cannot say But time heals and I’ve been waiting for it to go away But I don’t think I’ll ever see that day So I’m down on my knees and I begin to pray Lord please, please take this pain away And Please help me change my ways Ik your there and you can here me So why is it me that you keep ignoring What did I say what did I do What is it that I’m not getting threw I tell you my problems and trust in to you And I’m not angry or mad Ik everything happens for a reason maybe that’s why I didn’t grow up with a dad Im just frustrated and need help getting on the right path And I’m doing all I can to stay strong But it gets heavy with the world in your palm It’s crazy how everything right can go wrong So I drink till im someone I can’t recognize Where I can put my problems aside Even if it means just for one night Just one night where I can feel alright Where I can let loose and not be so uptight I just wanna escape And get away From everything and every place I have no words I have nothing else to say So imma drink this pain away I’m sorry that it’s this way But it’s the only thing that makes me feel ok Expectailly when I can’t feel my face That’s when all my emotions begin to hide away I’m buzzed my hands shaking It’s the next morning I begin thinking Later in the afternoon I begin drinking And late at night it’s the same guy I meet every night