My heart, smashed…my soul…screamin at me for being a mess i feel as if i have nothing left just another bland life and worthless reality nobody is proud of me i work on the hourly and still in my room at night my mind starts cowering the voices telling me to end it Was i born only to want to die A terrible life when you suffer heartache after another, ive lost my friends and my lover My body cries out in pain leaking out black blood My heart turned cold Ive had enough I can silence the voices Ive made all the wrong choices Im going voiceless forever forgot I wish i could say i will never stop But im broken and my heart has began to rot Im not the person i was before Im sad and loneliest at my core I cry out in pain Asking for help But i suffer again and again at the hands of others Ill pull out my pistol and put the barrel in my mouth Ill drown out the voices I feel so voiceless