dear sweetness

im going home and am on my way i lost myself looking for a brighter day found myself while lost in dissmay with my hands in my face confused in a daise trapped in a maise under a sky oh so grey screaming for the meaning in the freezing rain calling out your name exhausted with reliving the same fucking thing and feeling the pain only you take away nothing to lose is something to choose we al have a brain we all have a heart mines a runaway train wich often falls apart when exposed to hate id left home at a very young age somethings i wished i could change i was strange in so many ways practically possessed by the devils gate looking for love yet surrounded by hate then i met sweetness añd her secrets were oh so great got me so high when i was so low but that is her trate to take those at there lowest and lock in there fate dear sweetness lets take a breath ill love you even after my time of death my soul you had taken peices of my heart you have kept i regret each time ive slept and wept with an empty chest i now put to rest this addiction to meth........ Dear sweetnes you know all my deepest secrets i try to be strong but youre my weakness dear Sweetness i know i can deafeat this but i feel like i need this Dear Tripp nothing will change youll stay the same from the guilt and the blame theres nothing to gain by running away anywhere you hide ill find so just stay things get easier as your conscience slips away just take one more hit everything is okay ive got plenty of names from meth to cocaine i bring joy until all you feels pain and demand love while i keep you awake i take more then one shape i lurk and awake turn love into hate make you feel real at the same time as fake this is how i operate become one in the same wondering of reality with a different mindstate in wich we create and after you brake i throw you away until you fix yourself then again you become prey Dear sweetnes you know all my deepest secrets i try to be strong but youre my weakness dear Sweetness i know i can deafeat this but i feel like i need this dear sweetnes i will beat this just read this its heated but were one in the same yet everything's changed i barely knew my name lost your gaim remained inchainde but am breaking free today lord i pray im no longer prey as for guilt and blame there normal emotions that sometimes get in the way cloud my perseption with a blank expression im battling depression open to suggestions in a positive way cut my lossess counted by blessings and kept my inner demons at bay maybe im stressing this confession but eh if i can beat it not keep it a secret feel like i need it ask for help then maybe someone else who cant do it them selves will know how i felt