SEXPENSiVE (18:20:57)

I feel like im Lucifer in disguise Ah Im about to lose my mind Ah i feel like im the Devil in disguise Ah Im about to lose my mind Ah People look at me like im the devil in disguise Ahhhh Im so lost, Am i morning star I have no thoughts My goal is so far Ah people treat me like im the devil in disguise Maybe iv lost my mind I cant carry on Theses sins are like a drug im smoking throw a bong Im getting high off all my problems I feel like my sins where stacked just right on columns. They say im not the problem But what do they know Im trying to clime my way out of hell Im to low I just want to hear the church bell I feel like im in a long lost teal Im about to lose my mind Maybe its time What if hell is my home What if the words i say are like venom I dont want to be like dex I dont have anything to flex I dont want to be like tom McDonald I promise im not a clown like Ronald I dont want to be like mgk I just want to stand on my legs Im sick and tired of trying Im sick and tired of always buying Im sick of our world If god made us in his own Image Then why are we all destroying our own Village What if the bible was wrong What is Lucifer was good all along God never helped me He never helped me when i bleed Churches are so corrupted We are all instructed Never ask Why But im about to walk away with no good byes. I know im lost I have no thoughts I just hope i find the way The way to stay I hope that god will let me in And wipe out all of my sins I dont want to be alone I just want to see the light and be shown God is not dead I just want to lay in my bed This hole world is corrupted I just want to be trusted Im not about to lose my mind I’m not the Devil in disguise.