truiside

today i asked god for an answer and what did he say get in line pick a number and continue to pray i broke my knees hit the floor gave my lies to the sky i need a reason for more man not a reason to die i got a laugh in my face engulfed by lucifers stares the devil gave me 5th some benzo novels and dares take more than suggestes wash it down with your tears accept tomorrows not comingexploited wrath amoung fears close your eys go to sleep and by the time you awake suicide br the present not a gift or mistake i found some truth in those lies we feast for dinner its flies its not like heaven in hell the fires blue in the skies and its here ill remain on my 35th year i got no room to complain my heart is cold and unclear i broke my knees on the floor turned my truth into lies you gave no reason for more so i found a reason to die yeah. you gave no reason for more so i found a reason to die i see this life as a chore no more days for me to try uhuh i guess this is my goodbye