yeah check it ever since i was youngster growing up in the hood on the east my big brothers always up to no good my parents always partying no discipline this is what i seem trykng to stay in school as the only girl my brithers did wgat they coukd steeet gangs was they life always fighting when they should always down to prove they loyalty for they hood keeping them scrap and busters out of sight for good thats they life always sure to follow in the foitsteps of our dad chasing enpty dreams in all reality this is all they ever seen now changing scenes i was just a shadow was always begind the scene they always won my battles no one ever even messed with me but what they never seen was sll the pain and hurt inside my heart they caused the time they lacked to invest in me they was in and out the pin i was left alone coming home from school and seeing my momma cry really took got the best of me..... momma dont cry things will get better daddy always lied always chasing after cheddah the only trade he left my bros is pickinh up the baretta and home invasinons i was always left alone never took a second look at the pain this caused that little girl all the pain bottled up till this day noone knows dad and mom whyd you go chose drugs and alchol never understood ........ just another day man didbt even have a chance to play my days out numbered overcoming lies that were told to me my whole adolescent life daddy left the scene in 12 i seen the pain in eyes he wish he was a better dad but only if he knew the love and hope we have for him but i guess the blind cabt see he let the pain take over and overdose was his destiny