depressed love

i feel mocked i feel locked i feel shamed am in love but its leading too depression nobody ever sees my sorrow nobody ever understands me i feel like the drugs has me now i feel all my energy draining and going away am in love and its leading too depression i really love her but she don't even see it my pains wont let me Abstain from drugs i really love her but they all think am no good am having thousands of feelings for a girl who has none for me. my heart is shattered when i walk am even scared every time i always feel like a piece of shit am getting shamed humiliated just because of love humility doesn't exist cause no one has ever showed me kindness i hope this song am singing hits your soul cause am singing this song from my soul i wish this world can be come a better place am trying too embrace my fears am trying too face the world am putting efforts too get the girl of my dreams am chasing the paper but i still need love i need some one too cuddle when am alone I've finally seen the girl i love but i can't approach her cause am no good for her and every one sees it .am no good for her but my heart really belongs too her am no good for her but my heart really beats for her i want her by my side Everytime i sleep. i want her face too be the first and last thing i see my love for her is for eternity ive always had the mind set that i cant sacrifice for nobody but i can sacrifice my whole world for her #lexidepressedlove