no one knows about my demons inside cause if they did theyd run and hide ptsd makes me feel like i died i cant count how many times i done broke down cried my past is gone yeah right dont you suckers know that it comes back to life every single night when i close my eyes and cut off the lights cause im so tired of putting up a fight it literally drains me till theres no hope in sight man just quit asking me if im alright ive always been a strong one mentally and physically but the pain im feeling right now is sentimentally killin me i spend countless minutes hours days thinkin up shit i need to say to people ive lost along the way the others up and gone away and man dont tell me i dont try man i struggle everyday i struggle everyday to keep the wolves at bay and these wolves man yall should know they dont play they hunt ya down rip ya up take ya shit and leave ya to lay all the while brain in a disarray cause a facade is takin all ya pain away but yo i gotta smoke this weed until i die theres no way i wanna live without its high the green is my vice and this rap is my life so you can bet ima bounce back with positive vibes love every body and just be humble and kind just dont cross no lines cause ill defend mine until the end of time i wanna known for my penned down rhymes yo i got the slimes outta my life but karma came back more than twice and ever since i overdosed that night i swear that ive tried to change my life just puffing weed and stayin in my own lane this is trevor milez and i just shared my pain