mommy am so sorry dis not de way u raise so much on my mind i feels like am going crazy look into my heart all i get pain and angry taking all dis even thom i wasn't meant to cos it makes nigg good and all i want just to feel good there i get no fuckin boo even thom dis bitchs love me i just wanna climb de hill all i wannw feel de sky nigg judge me non cos u know no shit abt me i wish i can call you bae cos driving me so crazy.. so much tears in my eyes nigg i just miss myself i wish i can fuckin love her but all seen so hard am still feeling down after all dis fuckin pills.............................. mommy am so sorry dat i change but I still need a change cos i hate de life am living i just wanna feel de sky my bigger dreams i wanna make i real i feel like am suck i wanna step out of the fuckin box....................... i get bigger problem antisocial part of me nigg i hate bully nigg i wann bitch non even if she is pretty i wish you can help me out but am just a fighter smiling like i get the wrld ,, get my foes confused but always on road am working out for better days yeah always on my own finding the way to fuckin brake nigg never know all dey think qm fuckin crazy but de wrld is just a crazy wrld sometimes need be crazy to get de shit you want............ i think am tried living dis way i just need a change ,,,,, i dont wanna hear de shit nigg i change,,,,,, look inside my fuckin heart you can see i change,,,,,,,,i know she feel it mama dat my heart chang,,,,, can't even love my emotions is gone ,,,,,, wishing wishing praying she will bring it back,,,,,i fucking change ,,,,, working out my i need de change