Looking Back

looking back I could never forget the effects as I flip through my past and select memories possess learning lessons gaining information from studying pass (test) when life request we seek success cause where we come from we had our share of regrets hidden interest that expresse wrong and right long as we obtain riches nothing less forever seeking forgiveness feeling sorry but you the one who did it with no other eyewitness skeletons in the closet revealing secrets to the grave wishing you can keep it in close vicinity so you can reach when needed , mistakes seldom repeated a deleted my energy from an enemies who befriended me got closer started sensing jealousy then noticed there other crooked tendencies rather be judged by 12 than carried by 6 that's the way we was raised till this day we still live by this looking back would've never expect we'd ever come to the point where elders get no respect youth feeling we lame so noway for us to connect wanting more but always settling for less so stressed over issues but for what knowing I gave my best looking back anything vs me must be defeated one thing I know never deleted