i was down bad i had no clue what to do so i hopped out of the coop these big gangstas waiting on me so u yk i had to pull it out and shoot ive had ptsd ever since i lost everything and including you bought u everything but u still got up and left now im down badder than ever u got me pouring 4s u got me smoking a oz everyday so yk when i wake up i gotta prey ig everything rly does go ur way look at all the damage ive payed ik u speaking to someone else but idc i want u all flr myself its better flr my health cuz i wouldn't be taking all this shit if it wasnt for u but u broke my heart in 2 yes u what was i supposed to do you told me u liked me then 2 secs later u were with a different boy then u were with that boy everday not my fault i was afraid ik some shit like this was gonna happen just like when i take these drugs feels like im talking to satin thats all im sayin i rly miss her she got me all alone u see these pictures on wall i should just tare them off but i cant bc its you i cant do anything bc of you pls if u hear this song yk where am at jk u broke me bitch think u get a 2nd haha no chance bitch u rly thot bet now ur sayin eww hes not even that hot wasnt like that when u tolt me u liked me i tolt u i liked u back but instead u still done that im sorry but ill never forgive u for that ye thats why i got this tat yeah that boy a rat he not a shooter he not down a ride imma shooter i dont like fucking up the ride i like duck and hide not like some homicide i wish i was by ur side nah maybe just another time not this life but another life maybe u could be my wife when u stop all the lies but ur good with u big brown eyes u give me butterflies i cant move on from u i never had this feeling before all i knew is that i wanted u more but now instead all u left was pain i even went and got a new chain maybe ill find sm1 that treats me right but it wont feel right cuz u wont be there on my 1st flight up in the skye on my way to dubai dream vacay w the bros and hoes probably my only way to get over u if im gonna be honest with u i just wanna be with you if thats okay with you so what u wanna do?