why is there so much grif and pain when there's more sunshine then all the rainy♧ days and all the heart ach seems like it will never go away and love seems like itvwill never be the same so many scares on my heart for being torn apart finding it harder to trust pushing everyone away falling deeper and deeper teetering from being a true beleaver look into my eyes you can see all the blood sweat tears tried to hold you near product of my past fear of abandonment shit never last still I hold tight to what I have unconditionally loving know matter what's every one's got a motive never something for nothing look into my eyes you can see all the bood sweat tears now reminiscing on the past thinking back was it the good times we had or was it the fact that I had your back you never had mine infact sold out for riches plans of never committing in love with your supposed ex like a game of chess check mate death on my head stolen identity from a band of theavs gang stalking trying to drive me crazy or put me in a grave so u can get paid