bpd life

When Iv got bpd and am waiting 5 weeks to see a gp. Everyday taking bare pills.Wish I had bars like meek mill.Doing anything for cheap thrills. Feeling like am to toxic to find love.Brain tells me daily that am not enough. Mental health is so tough. The stigma round mental health is high.Amber heard made the stigma around bpd so much worse I can't lie. Feeling hyper to feeling like I wanna die. Physical pain in my back, shoulders and thigh. Chorus: Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happen to me who knows. Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happy to me who knows. Verse 2: I want to go back to the day we were born So I'm lying here in the dark Cause I can't sleep at night For you to keep it realer than them paper flights. Oh girl you look fit in them black tights. how the hell can I give compliments when I look like Shit.When am afraid to make a connection with girls because I might slipt. relationships are hard because I can't commit. suicidal feelings,laid in bed staring blank at the ceiling.Another relationship done and they say no hard feelings. chorus: Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happy to me who knows. Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happy to me who knows. Heaven or hell which will be my destination.Take me back to being a kid eating 1p sweets while watching Kenan and Kel.Being an adult sucks.Wish I could be like Eminem and not give two fucks. Your not made for this earth, people hate you, people berate, people don't wanna date you.Fuck this life pass me the bread knife. Alcohol helps me cope but next day makes me wanna grap the rope.Gives you a feeling of no hope.Damm let's chill and pass me the dope. chorus: Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happy to me who knows. Spend a day in my shoes.And see how my mind flows.How it can go to extremely hyper to extreme lows. Throughout the day my anxiety grows. why does this happy to me who knows.