I'm having vision of my body being in the back of hirs driving down the rod in a casket stop at the front of the church nobody there to help carry me out and walk inside the place where the be doing my funural got me feeling like I should have known better than to expect something from people that was never really my friend they only my enemy i didn't even see my family there to morn for me aint gonna lie this be kiling me inside tears roll down my face anger starts to build inside why did i have to die like this i wish i can hold my kids just one more time and i hope i get to see them once again i wake from this dream and gots me thinking about my life and how i should stop messing around and get my self together and make a effort to be with my daughters I'm having visions of my body being in the back of a hers