so now what am i supposed to do shit so crazy living here without you day after day it dont ease im bruising the pain remains with me and im losing i feel myself going crazy laying by your side for the last time (thats crazy) memory stuck on tragedy mode this will never change everybody know shit will never be the same rest your soul they say dont question God and i won't heart hurt so much i cant see you my mind is gone but the bruise remains soul shattered forever i lost three of you but I'm gone hold it down this i promise you you may be gone but never forgotten I'll be just fine i know you see mommy trying yeah anyone out there that has ever lost someone child father mother soul brother i know it dont get easy and youll never be the same but its a mental thing and a test of the Will will you fold and let go or trust got heal move on for me im still dealing with it yes i cry at night im not always okay but i try some nights before i get too weak i get on my knees and pray for strength i get back up and try again eventually ill heal but i will always miss them RIP JERMANE JASON AND QUANIYAH