I woke up in the middle of the night only to find myself lost in the light so I grabbed my lighter fire up advice that I commonly took at this time of the night and if I may please be patient with the pace if I tell you what I saw you say I was crazy l was raining saw the ghost in the gun the tears and the pain the stars in my scars mistakes I made days I lived the past I paid went to wrestle with my confessions couldn't find the exit accepted the fact that maybe I smoke something too much faded chasing these chases and blame in the spaces yo these frames have me screaming hoping I could contain the same reasons that you was walking away with the same ones I had demons that were often be play and you was just a product of hatey that followed tomorrow to get to today . hey what do you think you're going get over here you talking to you you think they actually care if I may interrupt this discussion that you've been having with yourself over there just remember when you was barely a teenager about 15 kissing death like she was a crush album and hatred making ways to cook plates on the table fucked up unable to remain stable contemplating murder every minute listen you see your little brother he got to eat see a little sister she got to read got to have clothes on the back she's on her feet and his pilot chicken with it probably pick you beat bottom of pot of chicken fucked a rotten shit they threw away obviously don't work not for this genius of mine genius of a jerk shirt I'll write fuck you on a shirt I'm wearing the parking lot while I'm like excuse me Miss excuse me sir fuckalia how's my man is too is that hammer too actual that I woke up from that snap didn't know why I was at time lapse black mine grass and so it meant nothing till I discovered how bad my fucked up discussions for busting my love to dust and rubbish they tell me they love me but they barely even know me for comfort of ghosts and pain and pray that count me the holy so my aggression became depression couldn't wake up from the dreams and lessons then came a voice from above from the darkness headed home just like this la la don't give a fuck with them people say la la do what you do and live all day la la smoke we get it and get it all day la la can't say shit once I get