my dope my drug

I wanna write a song to express what I feel, but nothing sounds right and it doesn't sound real, these words in my mind don't begin describe all the times i erase all the lines and i try to just write a simple thought that I'd like to abide but i find something snide everytime, then I lie and I say that I'm fine, when inside i could die and I just don't know why, it's all coming out wrong, and I'm coming on strong, it was love all along, even shared all my songs, you were there in my thoughts, evewhere that I walked, I would stare when you talked, i would care they'd not, now I know that I suck, and I'm not quite enough, but I hold you above, cause I know that i love and i know what i want, you're my dope you're my drug, you my most something of,