I know i am battling depression And I know that i am stressing And every day I gets a blessing And out there somewheres a lesson But I just can’t find it So sick of always fighting Got no one to confide in So I struggle in silence Even though I keep on moving still don’t know just what I’m doing My dreams I’ll keep pursuing Still stuck on the outside viewing My whole live I’ve been outcast But my struggles i know I will outlast Never understood it fully Why I stood out to the bully Always used to push an pull me Took out all his anger on me Beat me down and called me pussy f*gg*t r*t*rd fvcking rookie Never where he said I should be Even though deads what I could be So know that I hide all my pain deep down inside a hoodie too scared to show my face Anger building up inside All these nights I want to die Searching but finding no way to escape So now I lay down at night Set and Ready to throw the fight with all pain that I can’t erase All the trauma all the pain All the thoughts inside my brain Thinking to myself that I’m a mistake But I know that I am not So I give it all I got To make this world a better place I’ll keep going I’ll keep grinding I’ll keep working I’ll keep fighting Just to make it through the day Found a girl she’s the love of my life do everything for her just to make it right Wanna get married and spend my days Sitting at home wrapped in her arms Keeping her safe away from harm Together forever even when our hair turns grey So I’ll keep going I’ll keep grinding I’ll keep working I’ll keep fighting Just so we can be happy