~Blegh~ tired of writing about how what's hype's been trifling I don't want to only vibe on what I despise it's tiring my mind needs to unwind a bit but I feel like I've got smidge of writer's block so I might just hit a spliff then let my thoughts drift onto different topics like how I really wouldn't mind visiting some tropic islands one day if I could save the dough and get some time allocated to take such vacations and get away from the pace of the city to a place that's pretty doesn't even need to be a warm place it could be icy glacial caves reflecting light like diamonds I thrive in all types of natural environments but over time human society kinda gives me anxiety tired of the sirens and bright city lights there's people every fucking where I go even when I look up at the sky there's planes like whoa there goes another aerial boat of homosapiens surrounded by my own kind yet I'm feeling out of place there's even signs of mankind out in motherfucking space sometimes I think that's why no alien race has deemed it fit to visit earth in a more overt way socially distanced from sentient extraterrestrial intelligence so they don't associate with such a hopeless plague pervasion invading like it's attack of the clones can't even be evaded trying to relax in our homes inundated with the cadence of keeping up with the drones imitating greatness by pretending we know we've been afraid and anxious too scared to let our mistakes show seems some people see reliability as a liability so they rely on the ability to lie like deceit's a need siphoning life from those unwise to such types of schemes while trying to be discrete by contriving disguises to try and hide misdeeds I despise the virus rising inside us vivified to satisfy our greed I won't resign myself to the hype of trite designs nor should anyone else define themselves by such means to such extents that they believe it can't be helped when that ain't true we might not choose the cards we're dealt but how we play our hands ought not remain confused as license to make insane demands or offer some lame type of an excuse it's with this in mind that I've decided it's finally time to break my silence if just to prove that what's assigned us does not describe us cause what defines us is what we choose. ~ Jduhb (Justin Farrow)