bigred - y tf do I

man fuck depression nothing works anymore drugs numb the pain I'm bout to go insane my tears feel like razor blades I tend to over think y da fuck dox2 I have mad depression it slowly Killin me n every day try to wake up and tell myself I'm ok but I drown myself wit a bottle but the bottle ain't working I feel so cold like what the fuck man I feel like I'm lost in maze in my mind goin different paces I keep chasing them..bottles thought they supposed to eats away the depression but the depression eatin me alive what the fuck do it gotta do but rappin is what keeping me alive I gotta keep pushing thru these bottles are never ending I'm drowning. all of em this depression got me goin insane my demon got me stressing and over thinkin too much to handle these days I'm just gonna say my tears feel like razor blades so much depression it drowning