Bipolar psychosis...

I was born to carry the burden, bipolar disorder how can I fix it, sometimes I feel like dying, in between I'm anxious, then I feel I own the world, only to hurt it, back to my bed can't help it, highs and lows in between I'm anxious, give me a break from my mind it is just to hard to bare the psychosis, bipolar psychosis, bipolar psychosis...