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*Lyrics* Inside sitting all alone Staring at the sun When you do that for to long the shit stops being fun Sick of feeling numb if I call you will you pick up I know I need your love But it's hard to quit these drugs Still Love you I'm not giving up I wish you'd show that you give a fuck I wish you'd show that yeah ,yeah (x2 ) But you shouldn't love me Because of how I am I love you to death but I do understand I don't stay sober enough for me to be your man I still got scratches , on my back From the sex that we had last week do you remember that ? I remember that ! I don't know if I was high then but now I'm sipping jack But You never called When I really needed you Let u down a couple times But I'd always be with you I thought it would be like a love song Right when you realized that I'm gone You'd come running back to me Yeah you'd get running back to me But I think I messed up Way to much From doing all these drugs Now shit don't seem the same to me I'm talking about the way that I'm treated I know you've changed baby I can see it You stopped using pet names when we're speaking I send you a sweet text but you don't read it Or u just ignore it like u don't see it I feel unimportant like u dont need me That might be the reason that I'm leaving I might say that but I'm not leaving I just wish that you had never cheated That shit stays in my head repeating I wonder if youll ever see this wonder if you'll ever find those few suicide notes that I'm still keeping I'm thinking and contemplating bout facing my odds with Satan and if I should just end it But if I did kill myself I wouldnt do it for you I would do it for me because fuck you bitch I'm so through with you You can tell by the look in my eyes I'm through with my life I just don't know what to do with you And to all my loved ones I'm tossing aside just know that ill probably probably fry in hell for all that I put you through