just got to have something inspired to rap about men and and when I feel life is trying to be down on me or somebody trying to be down on me and take my shine or my steam of confidence for me then that's when I push back you feel me that's when I got something to be inspired to rap about cuz other than that man I don't feel it I just got to have something to spit about not easy right now man I really lost every single thing I ever had man it took me a while to get it after I got out of prison but took me less to lose it lost my career my cars my apartment I lost my church everything man just literally everything man for real