remember those adorbable bears from commercials that sold coca cola? They were a pair always wanted to holdem It looked so cold but they was so happy I always wondered why that wasn't? Don't wanna hulk out gotta breathe don't wanna snap Wanna know the secret, Cap? i got 2 the hard way, i got 2snake eyes i hit a deuce What can i say killa bees caged inside of brain they wanna rage now i'm breaking through I'm taking it back Im gonna quake- Im gonna shake the earth all the way through- melt down the core this track is take 2 this is the rebirth- recut the umbilical cord Brain was always bipolar Insane without diagnosis or Meds til i was much older I had to cope So i grew bolder and ope I turned to the speed and the coke Benzos and percs anything i could light up n smoke That would work caps for the flu and a cold Mind separate from my soul Swallowed whole blister packs wash down with cola and jack head to class with one strap of my backpack Hung over one shoulder 2 straps was absurd That shit was for nerds But where was i going? let me get back on the track Dano- stick to the facts I reserve the right to retract Smart as fuck but i always act dumb Part of luck i always slack huh Always would overreact tion Throw hands if i felt attacked swung Mind like a steal contraption Obsess over each interact tion Sex with no contracept tion Raw doggin these hoes- um No they were sweet girls for the most Like me very sad i suppose but the one with the tat of a rose on her ass- whoa She was so full rage She was a sadist I loved the pain She is the reason i crave violent porn- suffacate tion I wasn't half of her age- she was a pedo I went ahead tho Me goin down in her car- geo She wasn't tender she parked not far from where she was tender of bar- no joke Truant from class eatin her ass Missin from 5th period math- not in the back row Still got the grade still pulled an a Copied notes from my homie blake- you was a true bro here is your thanks Time is always too short- run hailey had the abort tion a baby girl or a son We would have loved We would have hugged But is that even enough? We couldn't even help us So we pulled the plug slipped from the rug No probs more 40s to chug Never thought to report Never asked for support Couldn't handle the tears or Maybe gave in to my fear- more She was a mirror i saw it all it was so clear reflecting my pain She wasn't to blame Either way the effect was the same Haven't spoken in years- 24 She was a flower- with thorns i was jack bauer- identity bourne Never reflect never regret always forget power on, man Still creep on her gram I see she's still married to Sam He seems honestly bland He gave her a life and a fam Kim gives recitals on the pian- o Cam handles the rock like his old man- no that isn't me- whoa Lost myself for a bit in the romantic idea tho growin up mostly me and my mom Dad he took off He tried his best he was a mess i think that it was prolly a bless- ing I had a latch key on a bart simpson key ring Raised by nintendo and cable tv kickin back on the green sofa- king Crazy how i remember syntaxes fires like ember flashes of pictures- it was December Christmas vacation Saved by the bell - tbs superstation Jessie was very excited zak he got frightened he didn't like it She was so scared he was her friend he was right there They would get through this would do it together hold on as a pair Circle back 2 bears selling cola Young cub feeling love from his mama Having fun they was skating- On a rink not the roller but frozen lake type Figure 8's on the ice Coca cola to drink It was so nice They were bi polar But they were in sync Like bubbles in air feelin like they could fly To troubles they say bye bye bye like lance and jc Timberlake and fatone and was there another?no i don't think so Coz they weren't on strings they were nsync hold I missed chris kirkpatrick man that's my bad it makes me so sick here's the apology that i owe i feel like a dick so Why the heck am i slow? What the fuck am i thinkin? The more that you know let the lesson sink in Growing old was never enough Honey i gotta grow up i gotta stop shrinkin Gotta blow up the mic, kid Do it right don't get fancy no nancy and syd Pullin no strikes i'm pullin your card- cred Says thanks for bea and her friend- red I won't blanche dorothy sophia me as i roll Avalanche i will flow downhill double black diamond Just in the whew! nick of time, son flat the circle no rustin just cohle i'm really too slick- forcin the rhyme? Done. So I'm reachin the brink I'm nearing the cliff I see the abyss- Cameron the king of the world I must get it right i must flip the script i must die hard or live tryin That word play was free bruce willis was seen Because he was dead i am too far inside of my head The call's from inside of the house- strange I see the sun rise horizons for days Automatically ill my chill is at zero but still Imma kill send me the bill Hiro at the wheel save the cheerleader save all the world save the horn rims for sylar and peter but I'll be the leader doin a hundo eyes tightly closed no kiddo no joke and because Im so fun tho I sliced my own brake lines Blade was hatori it was so gory, nah it was fine I was so dumb like jim carrey in batman forever that shit was riddled with puns it was so lame Now i am awake Now i drip like your ice but it's me that's the bling that's eclipsin the system- solar Interstellar exlporer of all 4 dimensions and more No longer a pawn in the game endgame imma queen manhood secure don't need to be king no circumstance and no pomp Just need to launch need so much more fly into orbit and soar I am bi polar I am in synch I am bi polar Thinkin on bears and their coda Sippin on cola I am at peace I am spicolli- tasty waves and nice buzz is all that i need I am in sync *get sick beat *learn to write killer hooks *get better at rapping *platinum record *world donination *maybe pick up a nice piece of fish for dinner