(OD) self control pill

my dealers non existent i need a self control pill for my resistance help me cause I need it this fucking instant otherwise I'll indulge with all persistence. gluttony at its finest. time is precious, yet I'm living like I'm timeless. yeah I'm reckless you can say I'm fucking mindless yeah I'm senseless I'll disregard no matter what the fucking sign is. I'm defenseless over eat over sleep over everything, repeat. don't tell me to take my seat i will not accept a ny form of defeat the bottle says three a day but I'm having too much fun so I'm gonna take em one by one til they're all fucking gone. I'm gonna party sun by sun bet your ass I'm over drawn. might have to put another kidney out on fucking pawn they say I need to take it easy and not take a mile from their inch I say you need to live life breezy don't be a fucking grinch. I'm obviously sick and twisted but I don't see a rememdy so I'm gonna do what feels good all in this sweet release because my dealers non existent i need a self control pill for my resistance help me cause I need it this fucking instant otherwise I'll indulge with all persistence. ha who am i kidding? a self control pill? you can bet your ass I'd find a way to OD and and get ill. I couldn't moderate my ass when it's told to sit still what is moderation? was it made just to kill my thrills I think I would choke trying to swallow it as I'm over dosin on this nonsense high as fuck on self control so I guess I turned it into a contradiction cause I feel it and it's intense. the side affects weren't stated so I guess that's why I'm feeling hella faded yeah I'm up in the sky that's where i graduated wanna feel like you can fly cause you lookin hella weighted if I'm told again I need self control pill I swear I'll shove them down their throats tell me do I need control still? I know it's a fucking saying I've heard it all before but listen to my words, fuck your mother fucking metaphors. my dealers non existent i need a self control pill for my resistance help me cause I need it this fucking instant otherwise I'll indulge with all persistence.