real talk.. no chase

I'm the kid that grew with a single parent the drugs took a toll on our life its apparent am I fool for sharing idk but who's really caring all the family that I used to have, went they own way life ain't the same these days still hurt from the family that passed away they still dropping til this day I get it god, can u stop taking them away wish I could go back to my childhood days grandma's house, where we all stayed, where we all played, where everything felt ok losing u was the hardest day was tough watching my dad wipe his tears from his face hoping everything would be ok but while we stayed, all the family moved away grew up in a small town, not much family around only time we see each other, is when we're laying another one in the ground how shitty does that sound, but hey it's life now old enough to know it is what it is, gotta keep it pushing cuz life is a bitch it's human nature to change up and switch my homeboys became my closest, the one that held me down in this small town, still got my ride or dies around but most skipped out can't blame em for wanting to dip out, but u forgot about me homie what's that about but I wish u the best, where ur at now, hope this track reaches u somehow, let u know that I'm proud, turn this shit up bump it loud. cuz u listening to my soul now, truth in my words as they pour out. i drink my pain away when I go out, miss my dawg and how he used to show out losing u put me on a different route, put me in a different place hard for me to see your kids face never forget that last shot we took brother, no chase. ur friendship can never be replaced u will always be my ace u just never the cards that get dealt ur way stay up late nights think and pray trying to find the right words to say, scribble and erase my thoughts away like people don't give a shit n e way, nothing I can do make them press play, if I ain't talking bout money, bitches or the latest trend, they won't even listen to the end. people ain't real no more they just pretend, I miss my real friend, still hurt that she had to go. life's not the same without u Sally jo I miss u like crazy and I'll always be ur bro, drop tears when I drive by ur home been depressed since u been gone but I gotta keep pushing on when I'm going thru it, I just throw a beat on grab some paper for my ink to bleed on true emotions in my songs staying positive trying to right my wrongs. Haven't been myself in so long, soul searching sorry that it's took so long. keep making music til the pains gone, that's been the vibe that I'm on much love if u made it this far in the song something I put my heart on I keep it 💯 til the day I'm gone appreciate the love and support all our lives run there course stay up, stay true and always stay down for urs!