my truth

step up to my door step if I shared with you truth would you feet in my shoe choose a choice to take you home scared to be left alone so they said I was a clone llike a cyclone hitting me my head went round scream for my life ask me why should I shout will be standing on this post till the door close shut Buried in stories I know not like my whole history gone every hour I lived I am at work or with friends yet they bring up on me what my soul can't do all the kids I feed candy as a teacher I wouldn't hold a cane as a realtor I would sell what I can can as a guard I guard where I can ohh Lord can I see my peace again my hand never griped a gun to let my finger squize the trigger as a rapper only time when I express how I feel open my heart and catch the feelings I am filled with on my face all still the same though my head now bashed in the community stood and said my acts to them so they saved me for a moment those who do not know me toment me I can not comment South Side 2190 almost had me replaced by a knife tell me though that fella is he a type that you would sit with and smile In my journey I have walked but a mile my feet in sand God guard me Where I stand how can I understand is it a test or I got mixed with wrong friends tell me when will this end mixed with wrong friends tell me when this will end shared with all all that i had meth happens to be all they all had weed was all that I took said to myself let me taste what is in that glass I took a chance and the principal changed my class im like how you take me from a to b over what my mouth took in not a day you would say what my hand did hey I thought actions judged a man but to man you been too mean what I mean you play me like a rat in a cage I don't know if I'm still living or just an experiment I don't hide what I like yet they tell me what I like it's unlike me how you feel having a guy like me being on the bed with a guy like me would I plant my seed and my son I see ohh Lord