You thought I’d never be on top Guess I never thought to focus I thought I was too clever To try any better Okay I guess it’s my time Okay I guess it’s my time to feel a bit of pain Anxiety, depression Pills I’m into Never knew my heart Cause that shit is too hollow Guess I never learned from my parents It’s not their fault I was just never a listener My dream was to disappear Or was it to be found My mind and habits control the title I guess I was too hollow Transperity, anxiety From super powers to problems Time to say goodbye one last time On this song not in life I’ll try to survive But drugs and drinks are so complementary I’m sorry I don’t mean to ruin everything I touch I’m sorry But it’s too late I’m sorry Save myself from all the pain But it’s too late I’m sorry Before I go I’d like to thank you for the good times I’m sorry At the cross roads I press the terminate button Goin’ home isn’t the easiest I know Especially when your so alone Everywhere feels cold Hypothermia attacks when you’re on a low Trapped in a valley With your mind and your phone Guess I never learned to care Maybe I wouldn’t be here If I ever did But where I come from Fuckers rarely get out of line The sad fact is We’re all born alone Live alone Die alone It don’t matter If you’re super rich or popular It’s the way it goes I wish I could sit here with this mic With some good news But wishes are rarely granted Being optimistic is a waste of time Same as making wishes with nobody by your side (ay) Sendin’ my demons away They won’t leave Sendin’ my demons away I can’t see Sendin’ my demons away I can’t breathe What does it mean What does it mean Fallin to the ground Cause I never found the meaning It’s ok I never had any good times Nothin to say except why I was chosen for the demons In a dark place fighting them off But I was never born to swim So I guess I’ll drown