Cry, 1st track of ”2022 album Prodigal son” Beat by Urbs, Written 100% by ADHDSHOCKBOI, Recorded in my basement 100% by ADHDSHOCKBOI, Mixed 100% by ADHDSHOCKBOI, ”I was really in my feelings today. 2 weeks my life went to shit. And I didn’t properly release my emotions. I just popped, gassed, Drank. But I cried recently, and I never cry, and I’m not a bitch. I’m no feline.” ADHDSHOCKBOI lyrics -> Intro: Yea I won’t lie I feel like I will cry, I just wanna hide I don’t wanna fight no more, Just get high no shadows in the sky, Always getting high The ground will make me die some more. Hook: Tears built up over time, I keep them inside, Gas up in my freetime, That is all the time, They tell me it’s alright, It’s ok to cry, I don’t wanna cry, I am no feline. Verse one: Call me a wizard with all of these potions, One of these is gon heal me in a moment, Empty bottles filled with emotions, Filled with emotions won’t let em open, Pain in my chest like I’m shot I need morphine, Wash fentanyl down with a shot of codeine, Disowned nigga family won’t claim a dope feind, Gotta understand that you can’t have both things. Trying to get out of my feelings that I’m lost in, These demons trying point me to a coffin, Hop in, These women trying to put me in that coffin, Often, Drugged up already heading for a coffin. Talking to the voices wind up in the office, They ask if I’m popping, That is not the problem, Made a lot of choices Had a lot of options, Now I’m stuck wishing I had put some thought in. Hook: Tears built up over time, I keep them inside, Gas up in my freetime, That is all the time, They tell me it’s alright, It’s ok to cry, I don’t wanna cry, I am no feline. Verse two: Negative feelings they contagious, Put me in containment, Lock Demons in my basement, Plotting and it’s dangerous, She tells me I’m her favorite, But her mom wants a replacement, Now I’m getting wasted, With you there’s no replacement. My old self gone no funeral arrangements, Gave my heart away like here bitch take it, My next high might put my life on the pavement, That’s fucked cause I’ve been trying to save it. They don’t know what it’s like but they say that I’ll make it, Always up on me like a nigga is famous, I’ve been low like my count and my payments, Lean beans green all my payments getting wasted. Women niggas freinds and hoes, Made me alone with a big fat hole, Cry just cry tears wash my soul, Your not a pussy bitch just let them roll. Hook: Tears built up over time, I keep them inside, Gas up in my freetime, That is all the time, They tell me it’s alright, It’s ok to cry, I hope these niggas right, Cause I don’t wanna die.