death idol
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•08 Mar 2022
I'm idling on empty in this world I'm all alone my unfortunate Misfortune got me ready to blow now there's no Escape thats the hand god dealt me it's the curse that I must carry on constantly I've been living in a storm with no common site and can barely breathe I'm always under the gun or under the knife inside my head like Panic pursuing got me so stressed out my stomach tied in knots and I don't know how to undo them maybe because my right half doesn't know what the left side's doing anxiety it's building up inside of my mind never know if I'm going to escape it or is now my time all my bags are stacking up and have nowhere to place them so now I'm just waiting to f****** die I was told life was beautiful but I'm not believing those lies because everything I touch turn to the opposite of gold it could be s*** it could be coal and I don't know why well guess that's just the way life goes so I should shut up and everything will be ok and just fine i always ask myself how did I get betrayed just to second-guess and ask myself or is it cuz I pushed them all the way all I know is I feel so fucken cold and Afraid from the exit of my soul for my heart to my head to my toes lately I've been working towards a better me you wouldn't believe the man that I've become I've even started to let my problems be and have been cutting back on the liquor in my life until now there's none and it's all because I've realized it's the enemy and I finally just want to settle down and find the one I want to find the love I've been hiding from I just hope it's someone that is honest and pure and I want to give her the love I should have given you and I'm sorry that I didn't do and I know it's no excuse but it's cuz I was always drinking until I was numb and this whole time I was being dumb I should have cherished who you were instead of trying fixing you now I promise I see things from a different point of view now I'm working on myself because I know it's what I need to do everyday I struggle not to listen to the demons to tell me that it's not true next relationship I promise to see you through I only wish that it was still with you it's deep down I know it was meant to be with you cuz I know you were the one and I love was true if I could choose anyone in the world you be the one Id choose
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I'm idling on empty in this world I'm all alone my unfortunate Misfortune got me ready to blow now there's no Escape thats the hand god dealt me it's the curse that I must carry on constantly I've been living in a storm with no common site and can barely breathe I'm always under the gun or under the knife inside my head like Panic pursuing got me so stressed out my stomach tied in knots and I don't know how to undo them maybe because my right half doesn't know what the left side's doing anxiety it's building up inside of my mind never know if I'm going to escape it or is now my time all my bags are stacking up and have nowhere to place them so now I'm just waiting to f****** die I was told life was beautiful but I'm not believing those lies because everything I touch turn to the opposite of gold it could be s*** it could be coal and I don't know why well guess that's just the way life goes so I should shut up and everything will be ok and just fine i always ask myself how did I get betrayed just to second-guess and ask myself or is it cuz I pushed them all the way all I know is I feel so fucken cold and Afraid from the exit of my soul for my heart to my head to my toes lately I've been working towards a better me you wouldn't believe the man that I've become I've even started to let my problems be and have been cutting back on the liquor in my life until now there's none and it's all because I've realized it's the enemy and I finally just want to settle down and find the one I want to find the love I've been hiding from I just hope it's someone that is honest and pure and I want to give her the love I should have given you and I'm sorry that I didn't do and I know it's no excuse but it's cuz I was always drinking until I was numb and this whole time I was being dumb I should have cherished who you were instead of trying fixing you now I promise I see things from a different point of view now I'm working on myself because I know it's what I need to do everyday I struggle not to listen to the demons to tell me that it's not true next relationship I promise to see you through I only wish that it was still with you it's deep down I know it was meant to be with you cuz I know you were the one and I love was true if I could choose anyone in the world you be the one Id choose
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